#Shorty - Dream states and what deep healing looks like
In the July Lessons from the Records episode, The Dominion shared that the energies of July would be linked into 'dreams'.
And in less than a week since these lessons were channelled through, Sam (like many of you too) has been experiencing the reality of what this actually means (hello disturbed nights and vivid dreams!).
Blindsiding? Surprising? Doubtful? Magical? Potent? Just a few ways to describe how this energy is already landing and we're not even half way through the month!
Sam shares her experience of a 5 day rapid shift and describes in detail, what deep healing looks like in real time.
And following the prompts, answering the call through syncronicities and energetic collaborations to bring through a Sieveille light filled transmission which supports, heals and nurtures Post Partum women and mothers with young children, who are feeling vulnerable and disconnected from self.
(link to receive your copy of the Post Partum transmission is in the resource links below)
How can you lean into the lessons and the healing coming through your dreams?
Releasing fears and doubts of the unknown so you can answer your soul calling this month?
Enjoy this episode.
Blessings
Sam ♡
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Episode Transcript
I'm Sam Lennie healer, channel and conduit for celestial light. I'm the host of the lessons from the records podcast and with the help of The Dominion, who are the light beings I channel, I'm on a mission to help you to love and empower yourself. raise your vibration, shine your light, and align with your highest truth.
So welcome to this episode. If you are inspired by what you receive today, please like and subscribe and comment on this episode, and share it with someone that you love or on social media. Thank you so much for bringing your energy here today. And let's get on with this week shorty.
Hey, lovelies, welcome to this week's podcast episode. And thank you, thank you, thank you for bringing your beautiful energy into this space today. So how have you been this week? How have you been traveling? We had the new moon in cancer, which was very, very interesting. And how did you feel that? How have you been experiencing your world? Particularly emotionally, and at home, home within? Any experiences that you've had in terms of home and relationships? I'm sure that in some way, shape or form, it has been highlighted with you for you this last seven days since we last got together.
Anyway, the Dominion shared in the July lessons from the Records and I can't believe it even I'm saying this, now that it was only a week ago that I channeled it!
They shared that dreams would be the focus for July. And with these energies, it's unknown how they will feed into your reality.
When we are in the energy of the unknown and in the energy of the uncertainty, what is the best thing to do? It's actually to relax and to release so that you may make room for what actually wants to come to you.
So I really wanted to just share my story around what came through dreams wise, on the topic of dreams this week.
And what came through me blindsided me, and I'm recovering from it now. But I felt really really unwell for a few days. I was going through a real reaction as a consequence of dreams that came through coupled with a conversation that I had with a friend.
And what evolved out of that whole scenario? It was a massive chain of events that has brought me here to this point, having cleared, understood, manifested and making it to this point feeling more like myself again.
So here's the story. And I'm also going to give you some tips that I trust are going to help you as well as you navigate what I'm about to share with you.
So, shortly after I published last week's podcast about dreams, I unexpectedly had a whole number of dreams. And I know there's a big healing scenario going on from having these incredibly vivid dreams with many themes.
One of them was me giving birth to some multicoloured rainbow humans, but they weren't humans, they were teardrop shaped humans of the future.
So they didn't have what we would term as human features. But they were of a human energy they were a human thing.
And this kind of set the ball rolling for some inquiry around what that was all about? And when I tuned into the Dominion and went into my records, the information that I got through first was to slow down and take it steady, because I was moving through another up leveling. And so there had to be some room that had to be made inside, in my energy body to make way for this new light to come through.
And that was going to ruffle a few feathers within, as part of my soul mission is birthing this rainbow light linked into going through a new round of, a new beginning around Sieveille.
And then the following evening, I went through some more cleansing in dream state. And that manifested in me having dreams about ex boyfriends, and dreams about the uncertainties that I was having at the time when I was having a relationship with these souls.
What spirit was taking me to whilst I was blissfully unaware in dream-state was noticing where I was sacrificing my own truth, and being influenced by others. They were showing me situations where I was doubting myself, and feeling threatened, feeling uncomfortable, and feeling guilty about the decisions I was making about being with these people and having a relationship with these people. And that decision wasn't suiting others.
So what this healing was about was me healing, the discomfort, the pain, the behaviours, the old patterns, the things that I denied myself was a truth, that I buried ages and ages and ages ago, this was all coming up for release, all coming up for clearing so that I could feel better about it.
So stop hiding from the truth that I basically gave in, I crumpled to the comments, the judgments, the opinions of others, in relationship to my relationship with these people, these boyfriends.
And so cutting a long story short, the Dominion through my dream state were helping me to heal and to shift and to release these lower energies that I was feeling at that time. I needed to make space in my body, in my light body for Sieveille. So I can be of higher service and bring more of this light out for other people to utilise as well.
So this was just one area of my body, energetic body that needed to be cleared, cleansed, relieved, so that I can evolve, grow and develop this further. So that was what was going on with that.
And then coincidentally, during the same time, which was just before we had the new moon in cancer, which again is all about inner sanctuary, inner self focus, in relationship with home, you're inner home. My Moon is in cancer as well, so I knew that this was going to be a very deeply emotional and extra-sensitive time.
So The Dominion, because there's never any accidents, had timed this perfectly.
And I did not see this coming, I did not see it coming. I was blindsided, blindsided, blindsided, it just arrived out of nowhere. Just before the new moon, I noticed an Instagram post from a dear friend and client of mine.
She was asking women about their postpartum experience and my personal experience.
You know, it's one of those real defining periods of motherhood, new motherhood, and all of the vulnerabilities and uncertainty and all of the emotions wrapped up in that. And so she was asking people, women, what was your experience?
And so I chimed in and responded to her. She asked me. "so Sam, what was your fourth trimester experience?"
And now I've got Sarah to thank because she opened up a channel of healing, a portal, an avenue for surrender and for release that I also did not see coming.
This was joining the dots of the dreams that I'd had a couple of days earlier, it was all part of the same thing. It was it was so beautifully orchestrated.
So I shared with Sarah, my first pregnancy, my first postpartum experience, and as I shared the story, I had this overwhelm, a flood of emotion come through me that deeply, deeply, deeply touched me. So so so so sensitive about it all.
When it came through, I felt that if somebody had touched me with the tip of their finger, I would have smashed into a million pieces of glass. That's how fragile I felt.
And I recognized through sharing my experience with her, that there was healing to be done; another layer, another unpeeling, of healing to be done at this point to again support this next leveling with Sieveille.
I hadn't noticed, consciously noticed what I was holding on to around my experience as a new mother, all the feelings of loneliness, the feelings of elation, as well as the feelings of joy, as well as the feelings of vulnerability, frustration, frustration in trying to breastfeed, frustration in that I had more questions than I had answers at that time.
How to do things? How to navigate how I was feeling?
I recognize that I was lonely, I recognized that having come out of a particularly difficult birth that lasted for days and the trauma and turmoil around that, I recall it had really hit me quite hard. But in that present state of being, recognized that I hadn't processed my feelings around that, and I had just sort of adopted this stiff upper lip behavior and attitude. I was blissfully naive about what to expect, about how to get support and about what was possible.
It was incredible how this portal opened, and how it led me to doing some healing. But also I thought, "Okay, so Sarah's asking me this question and there's not a lot of support out there for fourth trimester, postpartum mums, the emphasis isn't on that part of the journey, relatively speaking. So what can I do to add to the support options out there"?
And that enquiry birthed a beautiful energetic immersion, right there. And then within two hours, what channeled through me was a postpartum, fourth trimester, energetic immersion of Sieveille light.
It was a combination of lots of healing threads, around being a mother, around motherhood, around the divine feminine, around release.
Releasing is such a powerful experience to be in. And through release, we get to expand and we get to receive more light, we get to hold more light in our bodies. And as we hold more light in our bodies, it shakes up the old patterns, the old stories, everything old within us. We don't always know that quite often, more often than not. It comes through intuitively. But we don't know what we are yet to work on, we don't know what we yet have to become more aware of, to observe, to acknowledge, to heal and to you know, shift out of the body.
Our soul knows what we need for our next step evolution. Our higher self knows what we need for our next step, evolution and expansion.
And all we can really do is just let go, surrender and deal with what comes up in this moment.
It just so happened that for me, this happened in a three or four day period.
It was like boop, boop boop boop boop boop boop and all these things slotted into a step by step by step healing journey, that happened to start with a dream.
So I'm here now and I have created this beautiful postpartum, early motherhood immersion for you. It was channeled through to me and I've physically created it now.
And so through that process, of course I went through the Immersion myself on Friday.
And Friday, I was feeling quite fragile from all of the busy-ness of two nights worth of intense dreaming and traveling and working and whatever it was, it was so full on.
And I woke up on Saturday. And my dear husband bless him, he thought I had morphed into somebody else. I was just not me at all.
I had this incredibly, incredibly strong healing reaction in a way that I haven't had for a long while. I cannot remember the last time I had such a strong healing reaction. My head was so so painful and I honestly if somebody had touched me, I would have shattered into a million pieces. I was not myself, I retreated.
In these times, you really need to respect and honour what you need. And this is what I did. He held space to me so well.
And that has taken quite a few months and years worth of practice for him to do that, it's been amazing but that's a whole other podcast journey to talk about.
But he held space for me while I was just another version of myself. And it was, it was brutal. I felt it, he felt it.
He said, "I don't know what happened to you but you are not who I know you to be".
Part of me is thinking "God maybe I've had some kind of psychic attack?" I spoke with spirit and I was like, "What's going on here?"
They said, "No, no, no, you have some really deep rooted, deep seated emotions, energies, patterns here that have been hiding out for a while, for years, decades. And now is the time, now is the time. You have set in motion, the Sieveille energy and in a way you are going to be more incredibly able to hold space for the volume of love for the volume of healing that you and others are going to be calling in".
"And so if you want that, and because you've asked for it, then these other things need to go".
Anyway, it was like nothing else on Saturday, I felt in terms of healing symptoms. I had a really, really bad headache. I felt fragile, my skin... if you touched my skin, it would have felt like you pressing a bruise. I felt nauseous, didn't have any cold or, you know flu like symptoms. It wasn't like I was congested or anything. I didn't even have aching bones. It was just very tender like glass. That's how I felt.
I spent a lot of time lying down and out in nature.
It's really important to get out into nature when you're going through a healing healing process, really feed into the mother nature, Mother Earth frequencies.
And I ate very little, drunk very little.
I felt like I wasn't necessarily human. It was a very odd situation to be in. Like I didn't need food, I didn't need water. And it felt completely sensitive.
Den held space for me beautifully. I got the odd hug and cuddle here and there. I felt really safe to be vulnerable.
It's so important to be vulnerable, to let yourself be vulnerable.
Vulnerability allows you the softness, it softens the body.
And when you soften, you get to experience to receive in even more love.
And so the more vulnerability energy you can be in, the more that opens a portal, opens up the space for people to show up for you.
Den did that really, really, really well. So don't be afraid to be vulnerable and open.
Open your heart to what you're feeling at that time, and let people show up for you. Let go of expectation about whether they'll be able to show up for you or not show up for you, or what that will look like. Release, and be open to an alternative possibility.
So anyway, let's double back... Postpartum, and early motherhood, energetic transmission.
Now, bearing in mind, I have children, but they are in their 20s. So my postpartum experience was many years ago.
However, this healings, these energetic transmissions are far reaching, they are multi dimensional and not time sensitive, and you will you kind of receive whatever you need in the moment. What I've noticed through this process that I was healing, the worry, the trauma, the anxiety, the pain. Through that, I was able to see a different perspective, a new perspective around my relationship, particularly with my eldest son when he was born. I released any judgments I had about my ability to cope, and my ability to breastfeed and my ability to be a good mother and my ability to to be everything that I wanted it to be.
So this transmission a very strong reliever, releaser of judgment.
I had also recognized that there was healing that was taking place between myself and my mother, the mother wound this month in July, and when we look at that, the inner child in relation to that as well. So there was some healing being done around some discomfort, and relationship challenges in respect of my me and my mum.
Anyway, the whole scenario for the last few days has been pretty incredible. It's been off the charts crazy.
But what has this done? Now I'm out on the other side, having just surrendered and not try to control it, not question it.
And not get tied up thinking to myself, "Oh, my God, am I losing it here?" Or "I'm sure that I've dealt with this before, somewhere along the line. Why? Why is this coming up for me to look at again?"
The truth is that things arrive in perfect timing.
And they often arrive when you least expect them. And when they arrive, they should all be seen as gifts.
And gifts often come in disguise.
So I could never have imagined earlier on last week, before I even had these dreams as I was going to bed, knowing that I was going to have the dreams. And it was going to lead step by step by step by step on to this point in time now where I've healed, and spent time becoming more aware and releasing and healing my struggles during my postpartum and early motherhood period of my life.
And as a ripple effect, my personal pains in relation to me and my mum.
It was uncomfortable, it was painful. However, I was able to kind of detach emotionally from what was going on and just see it from a higher perspective.
And when I did that, it kind of took the drama out of what was actually going on in real time.
And I was able to approach it and approach myself from a place of love and to love myself and come from an energy of non-judgment as I moved through, cleared, felt released.
And it didn't happen overnight. It happened in a few days worth and I'm sure it's going to continue to move through in the coming days.
I feel so much better today. Probably 99% better, but this is why I've been a little bit quiet, publicly as well. I've just taken my time to nurture me.
New Moon energy in cancer "nurturing me", it has been pretty full on.
Anyway, the Postpartum, early motherhood immersion is now available online, I'm so excited to say!
What is it?
It is a medicine. It is a lovely potent mechanism for releasing and shifting, for those who wish to do things differently, who are used to or want to get into, or have an interest in approaching other ways of leveling up, of connecting to that inner knowing, of healing, releasing and shifting all of the old patterns, all of the old situations, anything that keeps surfacing around postpartum and early motherhood that you thought you had dealt with.
It is also a beautiful elixir, if you like, for the current postpartum mother, it is going to soothe any vulnerabilities, is going to support you to feel like you are capable (because you ARE).
It's going to soothe away any feelings of judgment or vulnerability that you might have around your capabilities, it's going to help you feel like you have space, you will feel more connected to the essence of who you are.
Because as we know, as mothers, we kind of experience this natural way where we kind of lose some of ourselves during the process of motherhood, and becoming a mother.
This beautiful light, the Sieveille light will help you come back into you. And will integrate that which you may feel has gone for a walk, gone missing, has been lost. So you're literally bringing your energy back into you and Sieveille is very supportive for doing that and feeling complete again.
So I'll put the link below in the show notes to the Postpartum immersion, if you feel pulsed to reach out and dive straight in and immerse yourself in it.
It is at an introductory price right now. The introductory price will be valid for the next couple of weeks perhaps, so if you are feeling pulsed, then do dive in straight away and grab yourself your very own copy.
So what else do I have to share with you tip wise?
Just coming back to dreams. I know, like many of you have been reporting to me over the last seven days, you have been having very vivid dreams.
And it kind of shook me a bit too, because I remembered the July channeling from The Dominion.
In my mind, I was really thinking about dreams as in goals and setting out "what do I really desire"? And really going for it.
And I hadn't really seen that it was about inner dreams too, it was all about what goes on this dream state, where we are able to connect back to self, connect back to Soul without the brain getting in the way.
And so if you've been having quite vivid, prolific dreams, you're gonna question what they were all about.
And my advice is to release any doubt or fear about what they are and what the content of them is.
I know from experience that spending lots of time ruminating over them, and trying to work out what they're all about, why they're coming in, what the message is. Getting frustrated, getting a little bit anxious about the fact that they don't make sense.
And sometimes they can be so powerful that they they feel quite sinister. And I'm gonna say that lightly, but particularly when they are kind of esoteric, they don't look like something that the brain can understand. For example, me giving birth to raindrop looking children!
You know, that can kind of weird us out. So my advice is to just be present with the dreams and to follow your heart really.
Release the fear about what these dreams are making you uncomfortable about. The brain will say "Are you crazy, you must be losing it?"
But take comfort in the discomfort. And let the following period play out and lean into the unpredictability of it. You're going to be tested with this, because you're going to want to control the opportunities or the outcomes that come through to you, as a result of receiving these dreams, but your highest self, your soul is leading the way, trust it to take you down the path.
And of course, you have free will and choice as to whether you take onboard the outcomes, the opportunities, the things that come out and possibly blindside you. And you know, come at you left-field, like they have done with me this week. But you can choose to go there, or you can choose to stay wherever you are.
But we're in this time where our dreams hold quite a strong significance in our physical lives, even if we don't understand what they are.
Ultimately, it represents a different way of being and thinking and observing and living life. And it's always linked into your higher purpose, highest potential. And that can be really scary because quite often we don't know. Even if you've got some idea what that sole potential is, your life purpose is, we don't know how that's going to play out. So my advice is, just relax, lean into it.
And if you're feeling fear, if you're feeling in any way doubtful of the validity of any dreams and what they represent, just trust and know that it's normal to feel like that. You can question any doubts and fears that you have. And that's a very good exercise to do as well.
It's like, "Why do I, why am I feeling like this? Why do I fear this? Why do I doubt the message of this?" But know that it might need to keep reappearing for you in different guises, in different scenarios, in different areas of of relationship, you know, in order for you to see the meaning of it.
There's been so many times where I've had a dream, and the theme of it has come up again, again, again, again, again, again, again, but it's in a slightly different fashion. And it's like "what! I'm sure I've been here before"
So this happens, as you shift and you awaken more, as you do more healing. Just simply acknowledge it as it is. It is what it is, and keep going, just keep progressing.
Don't look back. Because you know you have such a strong power within you and love within you, this is your Divine Self, it is always there, you're just moving through this process, through the dream state process, it is just really remembering who you really are.
Follow the process for as long as it takes. Look after yourself. Take timeout when you need to take time out, move forwards when you feel like you need to move forwards.
But just know that through your dreams, through healing, get support for healing. I'm here for you. (I've got a number of products immersions that you can jump into at any time online)
You are removing the conditioning, you're removing the past patterns you're moving anything that has been set within you from childhood, from a past life, from past struggles from past hurts.
Anything that is clouding your heart, anything that is getting in the way of you receiving and being and enjoying more conscious love, is going to be revealed so that you can let go of it and transmute it.
So just keep going. Just trust yourself and keep going.
There's been so many aha moments during this these seven days... dreaming and manifesting a product.
It's been a beautiful healing product for me on a personal level and on a professional level, and your dreams are going to be the same for you as well. For sure this month, and I'd love to hear your dream stories.
Please let me know, reach out, share them with me. I love, I love, I love to hear from you, and if you've got any questions around the Postpartum and early motherhood, energetic transmission, just get in touch and ask me about that as well, and I'll be more than more than happy to help you to answer any questions that you have.
So yes, it's been an interesting week, and I'm still feeling a little bit fragile, and I don't really feel like I'm firing on all cylinders.
And that's okay. I hold no judgment around that. It just simply is what it is. It's perfectly okay.
And I hope that this sentiment is supportive for you this week as well.
Next week, I am trusting that I'm going to be a little bit more with it and maybe firing on all of my cylinders.
We will see. We will see. So for now, take care. Have a beautiful week and I will catch you again soon. Thank you so much for listening.